Saturday, January 15, 2011

11-1-11

This day marked 8 months since Max passed away.

8 months without him in my life.
8 months without my best friend.
Without him waking by my side.
Without him telling me he loves me.
Without him watching his amazing son grow and hitting his milestones.
Without feeling his touch.
Without him to do the laundry for.
Without him to cook for.
Without him to cook for me.
Without him to make love to.
Without him spending days at the beach with us.
Without him giving me cuddles when I am having a hard day.
Without him playing rough and tumble with Boo.
Without him coming with us on our adventures.
Without him making up his own funny bedtime stories.
Without him to play scrabble with.
Without him to watch the National Geographic Channel with.
With out him to watch cooking shows with.
Without him to plan holidays.
Without him to make big decisions.
Without him to make me laugh.
Withought him to make Boo laugh.
Without him to let Boo make him laugh.
Without hearing his silly jokes.
Without him to argue with.
Without him to make up with.

8 Months of missing him.
8 months of grieving for him.
8 months without him.

10 comments:

Noelle said...

I am so sorry. I am thinking about you tonight and I hope that you will feel some peace.

lparsons15 said...

oh I am so sorry. Thinking of you!

Gil said...

Thinking of you sweetie as you get through one day at a time. *hugs*

Delenn said...

[[Hugs]]

Queenie. . . said...

Thinking of you. . .I know it's a tough slog some days, but you're doing okay, and you're going to be okay. Better than okay. . .magnificent!

Anonymous said...

Lots and lots of love, Vee. Max is very very proud of the lovely mother you are to Boo - I've put that clumsily, but I hope you understand. Big big hugs, Daisy xx

serenity said...

Love you, sweetie. HUGE hugs coming at you from my side of the world.

xoxo

DaisyGal said...

oh Vee, I'm so sorry. Your heart has to break a little more with each day. I can't imagine the pain of losing the person you loved most in the world.

My love, hugs and support are here anytime you need them.
Love you xo

Lut C. said...

Thinking of you and Boo.

Kristin said...

Oh Vee, lots of {{{hugs}}} and prayers.