One Week

It has been one week since you left my side, I miss you terribly.

Last night I thought I would play a game of Scrabble on Facebook hoping it would be a good distraction.....only to find 3 games we had not completed. It said it was your turn. I cried and cried, you will never have your turn. I could hear you calling out across the house telling me it was my turn at Scrabble and would get annoyed if I had had my computer time and forgotten to play. You found great joy in it towards the end. Shuffling into the home office to sit at your computer once a day because that is all you could manage it was such a huge effort for you, to read your emails and have your Scrabble turn. The evening the ambulance took you to the hospital was the evening we finally had set up a laptop for you to play from your bed.
You never had your turn. Maybe you have found some other friends to play with in your peaceful new home. Your turn will be waiting till we meet again.

Miss you so much bubs. xx