Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Dear Blog.

Dear Blog,

I am sorry I have neglected you, I have so much to say but don't know where to start, so I don't say anything.

Do I tell you how I have started my City2Surf training?

Do I tell you about how today I opened Max's music CD cabinet to look for some music to blast through the house whilst I packed some of Boos toys away and as soon as I saw the CD titles I burst into tears? I just saw Max all over, I felt his presence, there are so many memories in that cabinet. Max and I connected over music, something we loved and shared.

Do I tell you about how Boo is fighting a throat infection and a nasty cough? He is on his first ever course of antibiotics. He isn't sleeping well, so neither am I. I am tired.

Do I tell you how I am really hating Winter and it's only just started?

Do I tell you about how terribly lonely I am feeling?

Do I tell you how over I am looking for a new home?

Do I tell you how we have a mouse in the house!?

Do I tell you about how I am thinking of taking my photography a bit more seriously and perhaps trying to make some dollars out of it?

Do I tell you how I have been neglecting my fellow bloggers by not reading and/or commenting?

Do I, do I?

Perhaps when I feel a little less screwed in the head I may.

5 comments:

serenity said...

Take care of you, first and foremost, Vee. Pain ebbs and flows, and sometimes you just need to cocoon, to build up the emotional reserves again so you can connect with people.

We're here for you no matter what.

xoxo

Delenn said...

I agree with Serenity. We are here for you, but you have an obligation to take care of you first.

Lut C. said...

All of the above, or none. Whichever suits you.

I'm not very demanding, I only dislike blogs going up in a puff of smoke without warning or being abandoned without warning.

When you're ready, I'll be back.

Kristin said...

Take care of yourself and Boo. We'll be here when you get back. {{{Hugs}}}

lparsons15 said...

Take care of yourself and that little boy! I hope he feels better and you guys can get some sleep.